Two is a magical number.

Two hearts beating as one.

I want to lay my head on your chest and just hear your heart beating.

Two minds thinking as one.

I want to hear your thoughts and know where you stand on issues.

Two hands joined together

I want to hold your hand when I'm scared[and when your scared], and know everything will be alright.

Two lives joined as one.

I want to be with you forever.


To bad I cannot have what I want or be with you...

Push You. Pull Me.

Pushed away.
That's where all her friends end up,
Where does she stand?
Alone in a corner

She tries hard to bring them closer,
Only to end up pushing them away
Divulging secrets on how she feels
Only to get shoved further

Talk to her,
You'll see she's not so bad,

Her feelings a little mixed up,

With scenarios playing through her head

She's never had it all planned out

And now it all changes

Just give her time to realize your worth and take the time to realize hers.

Human

Lets get this straight,
I made a mistake,
And now you cannot stand to talk to me.

But can't you see?
That I am only human
And that this is how it is?

If I did something wrong
or hurt you in anyway,
or even made you uncomfortable
tell me and I will stop.

Talk to me,
Show that I truely am alive
And I will belive what you say


Cant we just forget this even happend and make up and be friends?

Kryptonite

Like superman in his fortress of solitude

I am all alone

Nothing can reach me out here

Not even Kryptonite

Did you know that you are my kryptonite?

You make me weak, you make me strong

You make me rebel against every instinct in my body.

You make me show everything I usually Hide.

Why?

I wish I was superman, Just so that I could run from you.

Intensity

Every time I look into your eyes
I see something new,
And yet something familiar and inviting

Intensity.
Our eyes locked once again,
My eyes, questioning
Yours almost begging.
Begging mine to understand
And figure out
What they are really saying.

But I can't.
Because I don't understand.
The language your eyes are speaking is new,
And I cannot decipher it.

Won't you teach me something new? Won't you teach me the language of your eyes, Won't you please teach me the language of love?

Sweet Beans, Cool Action

Friends 'til the end

That's what was promised

But what if it all changes, my friend.

What if one goes away?

Plans get changed,

Promises broken,

But one thing remains true

I'll always be here[there] for you.

Secrets, laughter,

Pain and smiles

"I'd swim oceans for you"

This is all true, back at you.

So tell me the truth,

because from you I can take it,

This is for real,

Even if it ends bittersweet.

So take this with you where ever you go,

I hope our lives intertwine,

For you I'd run a thousand miles

Be with you until I die.

Sweet Beans and Cool Action, My Sister, My Friend

Forever

Forever

Never say I love you,
If you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings,
If they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand,
If you are going to break my heart.
Never say your going to,
If you don't plan to start.

Never look into my eyes,
If all you do is lie.
Never say "Hello",
If you really mean "Goodbye".

If you really mean forever,
Then say you'll try.
Never say forever,
Because forever makes me cry.


*This is a poem I received from this guy that I knew and liked. It has played a big part in my life in the last year and a half, two years.
If i could go back and change anything that happened between us, it would be telling him that I liked him, and finding out the truth on why he sent it to me sooner than later, instead of thinking up crazy reasons on why it was sent. I *Almost* wish that nothing has changed between us, but in the end I guess it was for the best.

~][I'll never forget you and what you taught me.][~

Fly Away

Running across a meadow,
She stumbles.
Praying to God to mend her,
Give her enough strength to fly.

Shattered wings,
She falls to the ground,
Shes no angel,
And everyone knows.

A simple mistake,
A large flaw,
They see it all,
And all she can do is apologise.

She has fallen,
So far from grace,
But all they do is watch,
And criticize her every move.

It hurts her,
Every time she falls,
Every blow she takes,
They will never know.

She prays for mended wings,
And sometimes a mended heart,
Hope.
Its all she has left.

With shattered wings,
She attepmts to fly,
Only to fall once again,
And get back up.

Maybe this time she will fly,
Only for you she will,
Running across a meadow,
She never gives up.

Maybe this time she's gonna fly solo.

Random.. oh my

Okay... So. (Who doesn't own a cell phone)
This week has been SO intense it is not funny. But I guess I will all turn out okay in the end.

This is my schedule for the next few days...
Friday- Christan club,(Fill in more empty time), Youth group
Saturday- No clue... yet.
Sunday- Bethal( church), (Fill in inbetween time),Focus

Okay so its not as intense as it looks.
But it feels so intense.

But I have to say...
Katie is a pretty amazing friend to have. I am blessed to have her in my life.

Yes... I will write more later.