Forever

Forever

Never say I love you,
If you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings,
If they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand,
If you are going to break my heart.
Never say your going to,
If you don't plan to start.

Never look into my eyes,
If all you do is lie.
Never say "Hello",
If you really mean "Goodbye".

If you really mean forever,
Then say you'll try.
Never say forever,
Because forever makes me cry.


*This is a poem I received from this guy that I knew and liked. It has played a big part in my life in the last year and a half, two years.
If i could go back and change anything that happened between us, it would be telling him that I liked him, and finding out the truth on why he sent it to me sooner than later, instead of thinking up crazy reasons on why it was sent. I *Almost* wish that nothing has changed between us, but in the end I guess it was for the best.

~][I'll never forget you and what you taught me.][~

Fly Away

Running across a meadow,
She stumbles.
Praying to God to mend her,
Give her enough strength to fly.

Shattered wings,
She falls to the ground,
Shes no angel,
And everyone knows.

A simple mistake,
A large flaw,
They see it all,
And all she can do is apologise.

She has fallen,
So far from grace,
But all they do is watch,
And criticize her every move.

It hurts her,
Every time she falls,
Every blow she takes,
They will never know.

She prays for mended wings,
And sometimes a mended heart,
Hope.
Its all she has left.

With shattered wings,
She attepmts to fly,
Only to fall once again,
And get back up.

Maybe this time she will fly,
Only for you she will,
Running across a meadow,
She never gives up.

Maybe this time she's gonna fly solo.

Random.. oh my

Okay... So. (Who doesn't own a cell phone)
This week has been SO intense it is not funny. But I guess I will all turn out okay in the end.

This is my schedule for the next few days...
Friday- Christan club,(Fill in more empty time), Youth group
Saturday- No clue... yet.
Sunday- Bethal( church), (Fill in inbetween time),Focus

Okay so its not as intense as it looks.
But it feels so intense.

But I have to say...
Katie is a pretty amazing friend to have. I am blessed to have her in my life.

Yes... I will write more later.