Past is past.

[This place is a hole

But I don't wanna go

I wish we could stay here

 Forever alone

This time that we waste

But I still love your taste]

I like waking up next to you.

You turn your head
And smile at me.

Then kiss my nose

And whisper,
"Hey"

[Sometimes I wish you would leave me

"I'm not sick of you yet"

Is that as good as it gets?

I'll just hide it

Its so easy to come back [to] you]

I think of our time spent together

Just us.

And I can't help but think

That this has to be

More

[I stayed for a while

And waited for words

Seen, but not heard

And struggled to try

My tongues turnin' black

But I'll take you back

Your still the best

More or less]

I know that you think of

Me.

You've told me so.

You're kisses are

More than lust.

Just admit you like me.

[And it hurts me to say

That it hurts me to stay

And it might be all right

If you go

It hurts me to say that 

I want you stay

But it might be alright

If you go]

Past is past

And I can only hope

For a future.

So please

Trust in me.

I think I am finally over

YOU

Star Gazing

(v.1)

Did you make a wish upon a star
Is that why you are who you are
Did you play make believe with those you always know
Grab my hand darling, its time to go

(v.2)
Take a look to the sky, tell me what do you see
Another constellation, or is it you and me?
The time flies by, like another shooting star
Oh, so close, yet so far


(chorus)
Just look up to the cloudy night
And wish for the stars to come out
Holding hands, and making plans,
It's a perfect night for gazing at the stars
Lets make it last for as long as we can


(v.3)
A jet plane zooms across the sky
We laugh to ourselves, about aliens going by
You grab my hand, and off we run to take a ride
It's not so bad, being alone and by your side


(chorus)
Just look up to the cloudy night
And wish for the stars to come out
Holding hands, and making plans,
It's a perfect night for gazing at the stars
Lets make it last for as long as we can


(bridge)
The stars are so pretty tonight
And I must confess, I cannot tell a lie
Gazing into your eyes is like gazing at the stars
There's nowhere I'd rather be, than right where you are


(chorus)
Just look up to the cloudy night
And wish for the stars to come out
Holding hands, and making plans,
It's a perfect night for gazing at the stars
Lets make it last for as long as we can

It's funny, how you're in my head.

It's 3 am, and

I'm still writing your song,

I got the music written

but the words are all wrong

4 am now, and

It seems like all my hope has disappeared.

Why is it, that I feel

So alive when you are here

5 am and I should be asleep, but

All that I have is

Nothing I want to keep.

You're asleep

While I'm wracking my brain,

Trying to figure out

The perfect thing to say.

6 am, and the night is long gone,

The world is awakening, and

I'm still writing your song.

Everything seemed okay,

But that one little line,

I've revised it,

Over a million times

8 am, I tumbled in my dreams

Trying to keep my sanity clean.

My inner writer keeps in check,

All of the things I've left.

It's a quarter past 9, and

My brain has fluttered

In and out of rest.

I dream of you, because if I didn't

I'd be miserable, at best.

I've come to think,

That a life without you,

Isn't a life at all.

Winter Just Wasn't My Season

Take a deep breathe,
Let's count to ten
Let's make sure this is over,
Before it even begins

Do you remember the night
The night you told me everything
Your soul was bared,
And mine, guarded.

I wanted you to know
Everything there was to know
But, I knew that you would run away.
And, you did.



Remember the days, that we talked
Talked about nothing and everything
And now,
Now I am nothing but a hinderence
On your so called life.


Breathe,
Everyone tells me
But they don't understand.
And I don't think they ever will.