Wednesday, 16 November 2011

"Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her"

I won't lie, 
I miss her.
But, right now
I'm me
That's it, that's all.

I'm who I want to be
No wild expectations
No judging.
No drama.

And right now? That's exactly what I need.

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger 
Just me, myself and I  
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger 
Stand a little taller  
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone"

Wednesday, 5 October 2011


You say you know me,
But you don't.
You say you'll "own" me,
But you won't.

These lives we lead are nothing but a sham of shambles.
We say we know our selves, that we know each other.
Tell me, when did the world turn to lies?
Better yet, tell me, when did it start feeling good to lie.

Was it the day that the realization that one could make anyone believe anything? Or was it the day one realizes they could, and would lose it all, if they told the complete and whole truth?

Let it all go.
Then move on.

Nobody knows (me) anymore.

And maybe I like it that way...

Monday, 23 May 2011


I'm broken and changed,
Never whole, but made new.
It's a new kind of feeling.
How do I ever tell you, "I'm scared"?

I've been turned upside down.
Told I am wrong, 
And not me.
But then who is?
In this crazy life we lead
I've grown up
Moved out
And carried on
Just to keep

Who I was
Is never coming back.
Just as
Tomorrow will be different
So will I.

So I ask then
Who, is... me?

Friday, 28 January 2011

Just... Breathe.

I need to learn to breathe,
Instead of just freak out
Maybe take some time to dream

Things can get crazy, 
Then again, so can life.
I need to learn to take
The good with the bad.

Maybe if I slow down, 
Maybe if I don't do a million things
Maybe, just maybe
Life might make sense.

But that's not me.
Never has, and maybe never will.
Life has to be busy,
Just to function.

I think I might take some time
Maybe to to breathe
And work through life.