Always Know [Before I Go]

They tell me to admit it,
To admit which I try to deny,
They say that I am transparent,
But they cannot see inside.

If I was head over heals
I would be flat on my face
But as far as I can tell
I'm still standing in this place

Take your accusations
And bury them in the ground
They will never make it past it all

I will never make a sound.

I hate the fact that it has to be this way

And the fact that it is making me rhyme
But the way he makes me feel,

It's different this time.

So back off, and don't tell me how I feel

I feel stronger than you know,
Chances are I'm not letting on the truth

Of how I want to tell him before I go.

Maybe I do [not] love him, I honestly don't know.